So many things are happening right now... I don't know why some of it is bothering me, but it is. I just wish that everythng would stop. What I mean by everything is the crap that goes on between my mother and father. My father would have to be the worst. I have been told that he is biopolere. Personally from expierence I believe it, along with the knowledge that he is als a lite crazy. Some times I wounder if he really know what he is saying and if he knows how he is behaving. It is because of his behaviore that my parents separation was so horrible, and because of my mother that the rest of my young life was absolutly misserable; this would only be a simple way to put it.

I will never be able to forget the life I had living with my father fallowed by foster care and then the life that I had to live with, with my mother. Out of all of these the foster care was the worst of all, and besides a few things here and there it wasen't half bad.

The thing that bothers me is that my mother has my sister living with her, and my father has my brother living with him. I thank god every day that most of it is over, but I can not help but think that it is not, mainly because m father will not grow up! Both my sister and I hate to go see him, though he still will not change...I have forgiven what both my parents have done, but still worry about my little sister and brother, and wish so much that I could take them in, but I can't. Thank God that my sister will be out of that home soon, I just hope that she doesen't reaturn.

I still think back on the pat and know that I shoud put it behind me but it is amost impossable...Dear Lord help me to put everything behind me and to fully forgive everyone that has evr wronged me. Please help my mother to see that she needs to leave her husband, and help my father to be fild with the holy spirit instead of his vaine, crazy self. I'm so tired of being told about somethng crazy my father did, or that the family hs not heard from mymother or my sister. Thank you so much dear Lord that life has become so much more peaceful then what it used to be, just please keep working on it. Please dear Lord watch over mine and my husbands family.

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